Wednesday, October 11, 2017

On Broadcasting Telepathy

 

Like I said in the first post, an elsewhere of this blog, I transcended the human condition at the age of 21, in August 1998. At first, I saw it as a traumatic event.

The first months as an awakened person, I thought that what did happen to me was that I had burned my mind and brains beyond repair. I thought that I had gone to a forbidden place that was beckoning me since my teenage years.

Friday, September 1, 2017

Re-invention of The Computer Wheel

Somewhere in the late 1990s I read an extensive article on the web of which the main premise was that Windows95 was Satanic.

The article went to great lenghts to demonstrate, by means of a comparision between numerology and Win95’s technology, that everything in Win95 was done as factual mimicking and a relationship between the software and Satanic numerology and Satanic geometry.

Tuesday, August 15, 2017

A Roundup on "ARTIFICIAL SYNCHRONICITY, LANGUAGE MANIPULATION, KUNDALINI AND THE CORNERS OF REALITY”


It’s been nine years since I’ve read ARTIFICIAL SYNCHRONICITY, LANGUAGE MANIPULATION, KUNDALINI AND THE CORNERS OF REALITY.

That book was like the epitome of literary conspiracy theory madness. It’s a very neurotic, but very specialized book, and it’s going to blow the mind of everyone who reads it, that’s for sure.

Monday, July 24, 2017

Things Can Only Get Worse

Things were always better in the good old days.

It’s a law of life on earth and of human civilization, not an idiom or a relative idelogy that is waiting to be debated/debunked.

I wonder how much of an advantage do I have knowing that the degrading of reality as time goes by is an inevitable fact and not a possibility that can be averted. Knowking that is also saddening, a heavy load.

Monday, July 3, 2017

One Month off Fags

 

Three days ago, on Friday the 30th, 2017, it was one month since I smoked a cigarette for the last time.

With my old vape pen and my new RTA and mod I am managing and devolving a vice that I was slave to for a quarter century.

I confess that I think that cigarettes are okay, but I’m not really jonesing for them anymore. I’m disregarding any thoughts about them since the first week.

Monday, June 26, 2017

Three Weeks Off Fags



Three days ago, on Friday 24, it was three weeks since I’ve quitted cigarettes. After 24 years smoking, I couldn’t possibly have done it without the help of vapes.

It wasn’t a permutation of one habit for the other. It took me more than four years to come to terms with the double effect. The double effect is what you call your habit when you vape but still smoke analogs.

Somewhat, to vape with a cigar-sized vape pen never was satisfactory for me at 16 or 12% of nicotine and about 3.6 wattage. It only became 100% able to make me forget cigarettes when it was 18%…

Wednesday, June 14, 2017

A Lifetime of Pain



Like I said in my previous post, something happened to me when I started using a computer in India in early 2004. I lost something, some grade of spontaneity that I previously had.
 
I think that it was all product of the bad influence of the hopeless, homosexual imbeciles of the software, hardware and Internet (and technology in general) industries.
 
I’m going to create a time-line of my romantic suffering. But before I’m going to give a little background on how I was in the love aspect when this long sad story started.

Sunday, June 4, 2017

Kill Vice If, You Hate It

 
 
I’m A Fountain of Pain
 
Before another year without an entry, or with a single entry for the whole year, passes I came to this blog to begin a new season of me writing in it.
 
I’m fighting to kick the cigarette habit for sixteen years now; and smoking everyday for twenty-four.
 
Maybe I never took the fight hundred percent seriously, maybe I’m lacking in aspects of my personality that make quitting something easy.