Since I am fifteen there were more than 83000, without counting cannabis, times that I paused whatever I may be doing to light a smoke. This has to stop. Always was easier to buy a box for the torture to stop. I regret something: not being acquainted with cigarette’s casings; I have not been, not until the last year. Of course that I always profoundly enjoyed smoking, but I think if I could be positively instructed in what the casings of cigarettes are I could have enjoyed them thousand-fold… but it have not happened, so I have to conclude that my experience with smoke was an unsatisfactory one for the innocent side. For the not so innocent side, the truth is that with more than 300 or 400 chemicals--the casings--cigarettes finish being something very deadly. I will never forget when I stopped for a while back in 2007, it was for one month and I noticed that my hair stopped to fall in clumps like it used to do all of my smoker life.
I am quitting it… I do not want any of the physical and auric destinies of industrial tobacco smoking. Someday I will grow some, I think, but it will be my pure tobacco and not a weapon of the smoking corporations to kill me. Of course not quitting cannabis smoke, because it is the antithesis of what industrial tobacco is. More thinking in quitting alcohol altogether. This, I already have meditated it and I will not home brew: it is very easy to get killed by a batch that goes wrong; at least in the case of rice beer that was what I wanted to brew. Not to speak of the detrimental auric consequences of boozing…
I noticed an impossibility to quit for more than one day in the attempts recorded at this blog. It was very difficult to me to think why, until I realized what it was I was doing wrong: not resorting to a natural cure to the addiction. I am not the egoistic type of “I will quit tobacco in a single try…”, no, I tried to reduce the dosage to five cigs a day, but it didn’t worked. But now I have looked for something else to cure me of the addiction.
What I have chose is smilax infusions and Indian tobacco. The discovery of Indian tobacco for leaving nicotine is one of the most happy ones I have had in my whole life. Though, I could not find it yet, I am about to buy some online and continue seeking.
