Back in Business

I have been disconnected from this blog for more than a year; a year and a half to be precise. In the first quarter of 2011 a blackout came when I had my passwords file open and it broke it fubar.

I had this blog tied to an obscure email because didn’t want to mix this identity with other identities I use on the web, and since I had all accounts that I lost bind together (for password resets and such), so it took me all this time to come to terms with deciding if I wanted to continue writing here or not, and finally yesterday I could contact the email provider for a password reset.

After reading about Nikola Tesla, one of the first things I wanted to do was to change my profile, and thought that Fritz’s book alone looked somewhat poor for an Albiorix… so, I also updated my books to the complete list of my alien/ufo studies library. I know some of these authors are considered hoaxers, but why not checking on them too. I’m told that Collier and Corso are hoaxes, even that Sitchin is a hoaxer… but haven’t had time to check on those arguments yet.

I have watched many documentaries, and read a lot of articles in fringe knowledge silo sites, but didn’t keep a log on those loose pieces of info. Moreover, the list below is my alien/ufo studies books since mid 2007, an endeavor that didn’t turn up quite as I expected.

I wanted to write folders and more folders of notes and bibliographies from these books, but somewhat I felt sunk in pit of delusion and at times disbelief, hate and more negative moods prevented me from doing so.

Not that I feel bad about that, though. I can return to their more ribald and interesting passages whenever I want to.

· The Cosmic Hierarchy (Anonymous)
· THE A-Z Of Alien Species (Anonymous)
· They Know Us Better Than We Know Ourselves (Brown)
· The Greys' Agenda (Collier)
· Defending Sacred Ground (Collier)
· Behold A Pale Horse (Cooper)
· Children of The Matrix (Icke)
· The Coming Battle (Icke)
· The Rothschild Dinasty (Icke)
· Case For The UFO (Jessup)
· The Mothman Prophecies (Keel)
· Flying Saucers Are Real (Keyhoe)
· The Alien Mind (LoBuono)
· Artificial Synchronicity, Language Manipulation, Kundalini and the Corners of Reality (Piece-Of-Nothing & Less Than Zero)
· Mind Control and Aliens - The Suppressed Knowledge (Sar)
· Alien Identities (Thompson)
· Matrix (Valerian)
· Matrix II (Valerian)
· The Branton Files (Branton)
· The Lost Book of Enki (Sitchin)
· The Book of the Damned (Fort)
· Lo! (Fort)
· The Day After Roswell (Corso)
· Into The Fringe (Turner)

Restarting Yoga, Again

From July 2010 until November I was doing the best I could pertaining hatha-yoga practice. The method I devised to combine it with weight lifting workouts did work, at last.In the first week of December 2010 I had to attend a very important issue which prevented me for continuing the practice. Then, in mid december I retook gym workouts after two months without them, that I was neglecting for the same aforementioned issue.

But not coming to this blog I forgot how did I plan to combine hatha with weights. I was doing full bore weight workouts and so I decided not to pick up hatha again after the personal issue was solved.

The past sixteenth of January I ended one month of full bore weights training and taking on account the two months (October and November) which I forsook weight training it hasn't been a bad month at all...

I knew that I promised myself to take bodybuilding workouts lightly... but I thought that with good recovery time, not doing yoga and taking a creatine, glutamine, taurine and protein and fairly copious carbs I could return to after two months without workouts to it in a powerful way.

I succeeded. I did seven of the eight workouts I aimed for. They were full bore ones but didn't feel like.

Now that I am rebooting my hatha yoga I hope I will be able to take this two endeavours for ever and for never neglecting them anymore.

Anarthas in Action

After almost a week since the previous post I wanna record that I am about to start my fifth hatha-yoga session since I started again six days ago. Today the inertia feelings attacked me again. They feel totally alien and even stupid to me and I am proud of having progressed so much psychically for the last fifteen years since the day I started doing hatha at eighteen, and specially for the last twelve years after realizing samadhi of the conciousness transposition (asamprajnata samadhi also known as dharma-megha-samadhi) type. I am proud of this because I note that the frequency of my real self is very different to the mind's and I always note when the thoughts I witness are impositions of the "this"... this is weird. Now I've learnt that when the "this" suggests idleness and sloth pertaining my sadhana, when I fall it's difficult not doing it because there is a sick psychologic/metaphysical game going on in me. The "this" (manas) suggest revelling in the inertia of ignorance and sloth, and the cue is picked up by the senses (indriyas) which """conditioned""" by the memory of sense gratification produce a volition in the self defeating any given quantity of will power for hatha-yoga practice I might treasure.